As I lay here, so much alive, I feel as if I am lost.  My body refuses to feel any joy and my mind fails to process any hint of happiness.  Even the beauty of the sunset feels painful; like a mocking jab at my wounded heart.  The sorrow seems to come in waves, increasing in strength as I reflect on the happy times, or the moments that I did not fully appreciate until now.  We always believe there will be another time, another opportunity for us … [Read more...]